i fall asleep to your laughter

uncover my eyes i'm blindly walking
the seeds are covered
let live, though dying
the seeds are uncovered
vunerably waiting
i see your color
with a half transparent heart
unworthly blessed
living the purpose of the branch
transparent side out
unmovable stones
amounst the thorns
cringing from the false colors
but the beautiful multicolored flowers
...where is the balance